Your gonna shine again.

Do you ever get the feeling that God is speaking directly to you? Call me crazy, but I think that happened to me today.
I started going to a new church today, everything was normal, but then bam! There was a sign.
Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run


And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
There those words were, before my very eyes. On a peice of sheet music. What stood out to me was "why are you searching as if I'm not enough?" sometimes I wonder what my purpose is, who I am, or what I want, and that made me realize God is all I will ever need. As stated in one of my previous blogs: to know God is to know yourself.
Then after that boom! Another sign. "we are knocked down because then all we can do is look up to God." wise quote from the youth pastor. This relates to my life so much!
And next kabam! We were introduced a new song: Get back up
We lose our way,
We get back up again
It's never too late to get back up again,
One day you gonna shine again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever,
Lose our way,
We get back up again,
So get up, get up,
You gonna shine again,
Never too late to get back up again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever.
This song is amazing. Everyone makes mistakes, everyone loses their way, but if you are truly sorry, God will forgive you. He doesn't give up on anyone.
Just in one day at church, so many questions were answered. So many broken pieces were put back together. Things finally started to make sense.
I believe everything happens for a reason. God sent me these messages for a reason, He put me through the bad to value the good. He ruined some relationships so better ones could fall together. He loves me so I can learn to love myself.
And just remember, when life knocks you down on your knees, you are in the perfect position to pray. <3